Hey 
           Ima no happy chappy .. I have had my xcar smashed up 2wice in 1 week .. One fiday the front quyarter panel .. GOodbye stereo system .. Pissing 1grand down the drain ...

Second time rear window .. few scratches here there and everywere .. front wing mirrors ..

Cooking oil all ove the seats ... gah .. 

Moved back toi the rents now .. Got it all good and easy wehey ! 

Dont have any freedom though .. but oh well .. just means i cant be going out on weeknights having work .. ya know what i mean .. probabbly a good thing though .. 

Deff gonna carry on with the training reseim tho ... need to get that gud old 6pack and titts .. lmao .. 

My arms aint gonna go hench but they can head towards that way with alot fo hard work .. Ima too skinny .. 

I have put on about erm .. 1/4 stone in weight in just under a month of working out ... Purely chest and stomach .. lil bit of arms .. 

I rekon in say 2months time ul be able to see the pack thru the t-shirt .. Thats the plan anyway .. iff i suceed il be happy ... summit to work towards hey ! lol .  

I have stripped all of my car out and got a tracing steeering wheel and modified my engine ... My car goes like a rocket ... ROund corners and in a straight line ! Its loads of fun ... 

Will have to get back to cruising now ima back in sinfin .. although it blaitently smells of  cooking oil ! Ugh hey .. stripped it all out cleaned it still diddnt work .. gonna have to get some degreasing agent and window cleaning stuff for it too .. 

GOt a few panels to put back on the inside ... 

My boot is black too .. ha ha looks wrong .. oh well at least i can drive it ! 

Ima quite happy at the min tho .. Even with all this bad luck i manage to lookon the positive side of things ... 

Hopefully will be seeing ppl soon .. 


STevie 
 

Heya 
               Its well random living on my loansome .. i get bored at times but oh well i cant exactly do anything to stop that . I have cheered up a lil now .. I do spend alot fo my time sleeping however .. lol .. Oh well .. keeps me busy .. if you want to call it that ..

Steven

So 
           Things diddnt work out with Laura ... 
           Its awsome that were still friends though cos she such a special girlie .. 
           I have moved into a shared house .. 
           The people there are pretty cool but they all seem to keep themselves to themselves .. 
           I tend to ust chill in my room and mong really .. need to get hold of some entertainment
           Me thinks ima going to get a guitar ... Need a big TV forst though . 
           Its weird living on your own ... Its alright i supose . 
           Im not the type to like being alone though whih makes it a lil crappy, 
           Blaitently the guitar and maybee some weights will cure my bordem a lil . 
           Need lotsa people to ring me ... Lotsa cool ppl .. 
           Your all welcome round.. Nada too much to do i dunno DVD get blazed whatever rerally
           Would like the company though . Gah i cant wait till payday ... 
           Could do with paying loadsa ppl back the dolla i ow them and also buying a big tv 
            The little TV is crappy lol ... Wouldnt mind a surround sound system too that would be ace!
           Anyways .. WOuldnt want to bore you with this random crap .. 

Steven

So 
          Me and Laura have split up .... 
          Im always the bad guy im always the one that does things wrong .. 
          I need to change myself .. 
          I hope my parents will have me back .. I want my old life back 
          I want to be happy i want my friends to be happy with me . 
         I dont want to hurt and upset people cos thats all i seem to do . 
          Stacey wants me out the house aparently i make a bad atmosphere ... I dont know . 
         Probabbly is me that has messed everything up made laura upset . 
         If i keep myself to myself and chill away for a beast things might blow over 
         People might forgive and forget .. I might get my friends and family back .. 
        Why was i such a fool a fuck up ... ive lost everything .. 
        I have me and my car and thats all i have left ... 
         Looks like i casn begin again . this time there will be change 
       Things can change and they will 
        Im sorry everyone ... im sorry ... 
        Going to my mums tonight i went there last night too ... 
         I can wash my car and then go on the net ... Think ima gonna try and get a steering wheel from bill

     



Nope looks like i aint gonna be getting the steering wheel after all i got caught speeding on the way back to work .. 

There goes my licence ... Its awfull i have nutting left now .. whats the point hey .. 

My life sucks i have had the worst week in my life .. 

ALl that needs to happen now is the job to go .. 

I hope the meeting on tuesday goes well .. Why diddnt i pass my uni course ! Why ! 


COs i am a fuck up wid a capital F

YAY Its my party today !!!! Its gonna be soo much fun .. I want loadsa ppls too come ! ..

7.30 Travvellers rest
Ashbourne road
Derby

So its the week of my party .
Such ppl as ... Beky ... Hattie ....  come along wid da crew of urs .....

Friday 17th March
Travellers Rest
Ashbourne road
7.30 Start

Who wants too come ??

Stevie

I thinks ima going to the Poonote tonight its been soooooooo long ... Going wid Laura and Karl hopefully .. Rich .. theres gonna be a few ppl out i believe .. Should be kk ..

Wooo i have my date booked for my 18th B-day ... I will get the invites out soonish .. Its at the trtavelers rest in Derby ..

Ashbourne road ...